DAY ??: FLYING SOARING YET SIMULTANEOUSLY DOWN TO EARTH; I’M ENTANGLED AND ENMESHED, BIGGER THAN MY BODY.When I put my feet on the ground I can feel them meld with it, and this connects me to everyone who has their feet on the ground. But the connection is flawed, the signals on them are fragmented. They’re buzzing, they’re wrong. They’re broken and fragmented. Because there’s too many signals coming into me and not enough brains in one single body to process them all. There’s no filter. I feel the touch of all these people and the processes going on in them (static, glitchy, broken signals) and I have no use for them, and what’s before my eyes? What comes into my ears? It’s the sounds and sights of the room I sit in. But there’s no filter. I hear and see and feel everything, and that includes the useless stuff too. There’s sparks. Sparkling. Sparkling. Everyone is a hypocrite too, me included, because what’s the use of– what? I lost track of what I was supposed to say. Why are they all hypocrites again? What did they say? I can hear it all, but it’s all mixed up. I can’t hear anything as a result, it’s all static, can you stop? Please, just for a moment, let everything stop.
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DAY ??: FLYING SOARING YET SIMULTANEOUSLY DOWN TO EARTH; I’M ENTANGLED AND ENMESHED, BIGGER THAN MY BODY.When I put my feet on the ground I can feel them meld with it, and this connects me to everyone who has their feet on the ground. But the connection is flawed, the signals on them are fragmented. They’re buzzing, they’re wrong. They’re broken and fragmented. Because there’s too many signals coming into me and not enough brains in one single body to process them all. There’s no filter. I feel the touch of all these people and the processes going on in them (static, glitchy, broken signals) and I have no use for them, and what’s before my eyes? What comes into my ears? It’s the sounds and sights of the room I sit in. But there’s no filter. I hear and see and feel everything, and that includes the useless stuff too. There’s sparks. Sparkling. Sparkling. Everyone is a hypocrite too, me included, because what’s the use of– what? I lost track of what I was supposed to say. Why are they all hypocrites again? What did they say? I can hear it all, but it’s all mixed up. I can’t hear anything as a result, it’s all static, can you stop? Please, just for a moment, let everything stop.